Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Snow Day

OK! I have made it halfway through my first quarter of grad school. Good work, Melinda. Only three more weeks and I will have a blissful Christmas vacation.

But first, I have a Thanksgiving break which I'm fairly certain is placed precisely in the middle of the academic quarter to curb students' pending insanity. I'll take it.

My quarter began with the utmost enthusiasm, like I could actually conduct noteworthy science, with what, an eager brain and an insatiable appetite for knowledge of all kind. I was training to be a rockstar.

I soon learned that this was very wrong perception, and my learning abilities ebb and flow, but usually just ebb under homework-due-date conditions. Also I make a million mistakes every day, which makes it difficult to be that inspirational perfect young scientist that once impressed professors as an undergraduate.

These million daily mistakes range from simple grammatical errors, to full-on explosions of embarrassment and failure. For example, my first-ever committee meeting was deemed to be perfect (by me). Instead, most everything went wrong (broken projector, late start, etc.), especially when I was asked what was probably the first "curve-ball" question of my educational career.

By Genius Committee Member
: "What is... The Science in this?"
(I'm pretty sure his voice echoed when he asked this question.)

In my head: "I got this! My research is so blasted important because it's so darn useful!"
Me talking: "My research is relevant on many levels. For one,... etc. yadda yadda important yadda etc."

Committee's Response:


That was probably my most accurate reality check in grad school. That and failing my fluid mechanics exam.

Now after experiencing a multitude of failures and mistakes within a month's time frame, I have learned how to embrace (openly) my incredible ability to not get things right, and to correct my perception of grad school to this:
Graduates

The end (for now).

ps. It's a snow day.
pss. Here's a sea ice photo from my cruise.

Sunday, October 17, 2010

Thursday, August 19, 2010

Savoonga

The last escapade took place out of bounds of what I had always thought to be "Alaska." Alaska is huge. We reached every end of the US Earth, and potentially some ends of the real Earth too. Because of this, (how many times have people told me not to start a sentence with "because"...? Hogwash) I'm allocating each post to an in-depth description of a 12-hour travel period.

What better way to start than with our arrival into Savoonga...


We flew from Nome, Alaska early morning and set west, south-west. We were already at the ocean-mainland border in Nome, so it was necessary for the senile pilot to mention a few safety reminders about the inflatable raft.

"Don't forget to blow this thing up on the outside, and not the inside, of the plane. Also, you can tie it to the plane once it's outside so it doesn't blow away."

It was hard to believe that anything like that could happen in such a beautiful spot over the ocean. The cloud cover masked everything except for a minor break over St. Lawrence Island. Beneath this opening, the ocean displayed the strangest deep royal blue color that I'd ever seen. Along with the royal blue were darker streaks from strong winds. We had originally aimed for Gambell which, as U.S. territory, is actually closer to Russia than the mainland U.S., but the cloud cover was too low and terrain too high for the senile pilot's liking. We shot for Savoonga, smaller in population and more in the middle of St. Lawrence Island, instead.

An airliner (very small) had landed just before our arrival and gave us the heads up that half of the gravel runway was closed. We heard this at the 500-foot warning while battling a strong cross-wind.


Minus some frazzled nerves, we had landed! Right next to the airstrip was a cemetery.


We hadn't even opened the plane door when a handful of people came out to greet us. They were friendly and very surprised to see a group of people visiting with no reason. Some of them wanted to sell us ivory and we politely declined. We had to get a permit to visit the town. If we wanted to go outside of town, we'd have to pay 50 USD per person for a land permit. We decided to stay within town and make the most of what we could in our limited tour.

It was very windy here. And dusty. Two in our party accepted a ride on the only car (truck) into town to pay for our town permits, the scruffy kiwi and I opted for bicycles as our mode of transportation on the dirt roads. Everyone got around via four-wheelers. Town was composed of a few streets crisscrossed together and houses lined with silver tubes - it had just received its first sewage system.

After perusing the grocery store (the chauffeur had to track down a man so that we could buy our town permits) and taking mental notes of prices - 6 USD for a small box of cereal, we were let loose! More people tried to sell us ivory, either walrus, whale, or mammoth.

The senile pilot and I decided to go on a very windy, very dusty bike ride to the beach. We weren't allowed to pick up anything and take it off the island, so says land permit, this included any rocks on the beach (unfortunate for me). We passed two windmills along the way - one completely lifeless in the howling wind, the other spinning so furiously out-of-control that it caused the entire structure to shudder. We came back to our bikes (after setting them aside with their kickstands) to find them blown over by the wind.


We found the beach near the cemetery and next to the sewage discharge area. It had bones, pumice, and large, smooth boulders with tiny pieces of pumice eroded away by wave action.


The entrance of the cemetery was set by two whale bones.


Returning back from the beach, we stopped by a type of bone-and-machine yard. Rusty graters and whale bones, both looked very pretty in the sunlight. It was still really windy and our bikes had blown over again.


We decided to fly on to another destination. It was windy, dusty, and slightly scary flying out of Savoonga. It seemed like the wind had picked up even more as we were loading the plane. We made our bumpy way off the gravel runway and into the turbulent air.

And that was Savoonga.

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The senile pilot found a very good article on Savoonga a couple of weeks after our trip. This describes Savoonga better than I ever could: Washington Post's Savoonga

Tuesday, July 06, 2010

Norway again



May 31st, 2010.

Day 1 of IGS conference.

What a peculiar day. It started out being wide awake every other hour from midnight until five, progressing with an unanticipated Norway-bound phone call at 5:30, and ending… I guess it still hasn’t ended if I’m still writing now.

I “perfected” my presentation and poster at six a.m. After seeing today’s talks, it drastically needs more perfections.

It was nice to see familiar faces around; otherwise, I would have felt like one of those out-of-place kids, not that I’m not.

We found the correct bus and arrived to the conference in due time, minutes to spare really.

We survived the first full day of the conference in the end, took the right direction to the bus stop with a guru scientist questioning my friend and I’s opposite hand signals. We made it fine, took the stop with an intriguing music concert that ended in a strike, joined the strike since it was going in our direction, saw the closed Polaria and the boat on fake ice enclosed in a glass cage, and lastly arrived to a train bar. It had train seats inside, red with faded gold numbers. I was 42 and 43. The bartender was wearing a light blue train personnel’s suit. We didn’t get the bartender’s train jokes until realizing that we were, indeed, in a train bar. A very friendly drunk Norwegian, well… not as drunk as he was about to be, bought us vodka shots because he “loved” my friend’s accent. The locals are always so friendly! Our new friend left immediately to pick up his electric guitar out of a taxi van. We relaxed and confirmed at how surreal everything was while watching snow fall. They played okie cowboy music on the radio and random electric guitar wails came from the new friend sitting in the back. Locals slowly filled the bar, we thanked our new Norwegian friend with multiple hugs and went out into the rain (it had stopped snowing). I made it to Amalie and it was still daylight.

1:27 p.m. Seattle time. 10:27 p.m. Tromso.

Sign off.



June 7th, 2010. I need to call my brother! It’s his birthday.

Later on in the week, we discovered that the train bar, was considered one of the sketchiest bars in town and that “only fisherman and sailors go there” during their times in port. That explains much of what we encountered early on in the evening.

The conference became a blur in the end but was riddled with fantastic speakers. I managed to survive my presentation although I accidentally kept looking at the hour hand instead of the minute hand to pace myself. I finished right on time.

Cod fishing was Wednesday. They take a wooden device with tough string wrapped around it with a lure/hook attached at the end. No bait was needed; the dumb fish were caught immediately, along with the million other fishing lines from everyone else on the same side of the boat. It was fun, cold, drizzly, but we didn’t get to keep the fish. Beer was free – the lowest rate in town has been ~10 USD. Fish chowder was served and the random internationals grouped around outside to make fun of Sarah Palin. We ended up at the Driv, the student bar, for a last drink. I was knackered.

We went to Sommarøy Thursday evening, an island that would have been spectacular in the sunshine. Aqua-marine waters in depths that a person could wade in. If only there was a kayak available… After filling our bellies with authentic Norwegian food (whale) and listening to the many versions of “cheers” (different languages), we went for a wander around the waterways and over the hill past the children’s obstacle course. Spread before us was a place with glaciated peaks with the “real” ocean breaking waves kilometers away. I’ve got to sail here one day.

Friday night was another odd and awesome night. After failing the last exam of my undergraduate career, we went out to find our friend’s house. He was out sealing off the coast of Greenland, but told us to drop by anyway to meet friendly people and find out fun things to do. So we did. We found ourselves transported to a countryside with horses and potatoes. We knocked on all three doors of the house which we were hoping was his… finally an answer at the last door.

We ended up spending the evening with the local grad students, eating, drinking, and speaking mixed languages. We finished up our meal with a drink of coffee and a splash of their home-made brew; I think it was everclear. We even learned new rude phrases which we shouldn’t use in the south.

We then went to a concert; not being the folk music that we thought it was, it was a bit of a surprise to hear Bach being played by a small orchestra. It was pleasant to mellow out because soon after we made our way back into town where it had become party central up and down the streets. And the kebabs! They come out of the woodwork; cheap tasty food. These trucks are even called “Good Food.” Why aren’t these food options here during the daytime? 75 kroner, each.

We ended our night with a drink at Circa – one of the more popular, relaxed bars of Tromsø.



Saturday, I recovered from the night before, worked on my thesis, and ate a delicious chicken sandwich at Blå Rock. It was raining and snowing again.

The next day, I finished my thesis and went for a proper play in the snow on top of a mountain. It was wonderful!! The sun broke through the clouds in random spurts and highlighted the surrounding hills. We saw a paraglider doing turns at insane speeds and then remaining afloat. It was a nice way to spend a final day, especially with the amount of rain and snow fall throughout the week.




Now I am in the Oslo airport, wondering what the next 24 hours will entail in Bergen.


June 28th

I’m excellent at updating this thing.

Bergen was beautiful weather; I got my first tan of the year. I toured around with the scruffy kiwi, the ultimate assistant expedition leader, and got a fantastic deal of delicious food, absorptive historical information and saw some of the most beautiful parts of the town including a short musician’s house on the coast. Landing into the area was a reality check of absolute beauty (it really does exist!). Glaciated islands eased their way up through the ocean, specked with trees, hidden fishing huts with flowered roofs and dinghies spotting the ocean. The water was a mix of a milky turquoise and dark royal blue – seawater and fresh water. I landed as the sun was basking low on the horizon so the lighting made the scene even more idyllic. Of course, I took no pictures.

I left Bergen and arrived to the bustling city of Oslo. Turns out that I got to stay in one of the flashest hotels I’ve ever been to in Norway, directly across from the Opera House, which, just so you know, has a very high albedo. The hotel had an opera theme and the stairwell that nobody took except for me was decorated accordingly. The view from my room overlooked the city center with 1/5 the Oslo Central Station. Trains in Oslo are cool, fast, and very comfortable.

The IPY conference was a fair contrast with IGS. For one, it was magnitudes larger and the rest of the differences ought not to be mentioned.

Afterward the conference, however, was loads of fun. Other than coming to the fact that I’ve played more video games in Norway than I ever have in my life doesn’t mean much, but Norway is genuinely a very fun country. I began my final* night with a delicious Vietnamese cuisine and drinks. It progressed to a slobbering IPY field school reunion at Mono, a trendy bar in downtown Oslo, and ended into the unknown. None of us remember how it ended. But it was great!

The next day was spent in bed, recovering. Granted, the World Cup was on so it wasn’t entirely wasted on being hungover in bed, plus a healthy shower and a meal at 9 pm helped in the end.

The next-next day was more interesting. That day was my tourist day! We were blinded by the Opera House and then went to the sculpture park to mimic the statues. I think this may be one of my hidden talents – mimicking statues, that is. Along the way I knocked on the door of the Nobel door (after Alfred Nobel, Nobel peace prize, etc.). Then we jumped and I broke my foot.

We left that evening, ~22:30ish via train and traveled on a 8ish hour journey into the night towards Stavanger. In the beginning, I was facing forward on the train. When I woke up 8 hours later, I was facing backwards and panicked that we had missed our stop. I can be a dummy sometimes.




Our lovely Norwegian friend had arranged for us to crash at his family’s place for the entire week – we couldn’t have been luckier. It was a dreamland – placed snugly into the fjord with a view of glaciated hills across the fjord.



We hiked Preikestolen, went fishing again and caught cod, mackerel, and a single mystery fish, saw the oil museum in town, visited Kvitsøy and Storhaugen, had a glorious sailtrip to an island, and partook in the family’s solstice party. There were 12 nationalities attending the soiree.




It was very hard to leave Norway this time again because of friends and the country. The next flight was to London Heathrow where a mad adventure of Scilly sailing was about to occur.




This will certainly take more time to type up...

Tuesday, April 06, 2010

Grad school paranoia

Jesus! April 15th is NEXT week!

Panic is setting in.

Here or there?

5 years or 7?

Atmosphere or Ocean?

Mountains or Coast?

Sea ice or Ice sheets?

Did those other schools forget about my application?


One week to decide... No, I need to send off my decision this weekend. That's ~72 hours to decide. What will happen once I make my decision? Will I make enemies? Friends?

Do these grad school advisers actually care? They must get a kick out of prospective students' stress. I sure would.

But they're not me.


Bugger.


Ice is stressful.

Sunday, March 14, 2010

Fruitfly

Finally.

A moment to type, relax, procrastinate finals week exam studies, and ramble.

It sounds like the university is forcing me to graduate. I'm willing... After all, I can't imagine what it'd be like to study something other than a 101-this or 101-that. I've already been scoffed at for thinking how wonderful grad school will be; don't people know what it's like to do your undergrad in 6 years? How couldn't grad school be wonderful compared to that?

I visited one of the schools I was accepted into. I loved it. Never in my educational career had I felt like such a rock star. Don't they know who I am? (or who I'm certainly not??) These schools didn't even force modeling* upon me. My gosh.

Though I haven't made any concrete decisions yet, I'm concocting a half-trans-American roadtrip this summer. Now that I have a taste of what to expect, I can plan my hiking and climbing trips accordingly, without the stress of having to secure a new home in a mad dash. The adventure possibilities are endless! What's even more fun is suckering people into tagging along.


In other news:

- It's set in stone that I'm presenting in Norway in June. No pressure.
- Polar Science Weekend is fun; children are nuts.
- I can make a mean lasagna, via my very own recipe.
- I'm thinking New Zealand is in my future for Christmas, 2010.

In other, other news:
- I'm still employed.
- I followed my dad up a mountain and am alive to tell about it.


Love,
Melinda


*I find modeling difficult.



Photo of some day!



Here is me on another "10-minute" hike on North Star Mountain with the senile father leading the way. And yes, I'm warming my hands up on my belly because it was below freezing.

Sunday, January 24, 2010

Busy as an Apis dorsata laboriosa

Apis dorsata laboriosa, or the Himalayan honey bee, is the largest honey bee of the honey bee species.

The reason I bring up bees is for three reasons:

#1 There's more daylight outside, some of my plants are starting to grow back, and it just might be getting slightly warmer which means gardening can commence! And with gardens commencing, bees will be back in business. I love honey bees.

#2 I've been very busy.

#3 I'm craving summer.


The New Year has brought a lot of wonderful things already, minus the first few days of food-poisoning (is this a new-found unconscious habit that I'm fueling? see last new year's blog entry).

The last few months have passed at lightning speed.

- I went to my first conference/workshop in Victoria, Canada in November. I gave one of the lousiest presentations of my life. Quite similar to my first Glacier Bay one.

- I completed final exams in retro-style by having the flu during finals week again. I got A's again! I'm beginning to think that there might be some benefits with the flu...

- I climbed like a mad-woman. I took my first lead-climbing and scared the crap out of myself by taking a large fall, on purpose. No injuries.

- I spent Christmas in a blizzard in Kansas with horses, cats, fish, a dog, and family.

- I went to Oklahoma. Kansas. Colorado. New Mexico. Texas. Minnesota. Washington.

- I got my senior thesis approved! Now to write it...


Writing-required school papers can be fun, but it also takes a lot out of being able to write freely in a blog. I mean, here, right in this spot, I can write without a single reference and create a run-on sentence about my senile father's driving habits that nearly made me puke on the way back from Colorado through the sand dunes where we climbed to the top where one side was completely frozen and the other was perfectly wind-blown and it was neat.

Graduate school application season is over for U.S. schools, excluding Alaska. Next is Norway's, Australia's and Alaska's applications.

These applications are the potential gateways to new endeavors/significant changes in life. The best way I've found to cope with filling out these powerfully tedious documents is with a glass of wine, ~941,421,214 proofreads, and a hug. There's nothing quite like grad school limbo to keep you on edge...

My next scheme is the potential European tour I'm concocting. Now all I need to do is make it happen, although I'm not sure if convincing chairs of departments to let you take final exams early is always an easy thing to do. BUT, the symposiums ARE a legitimate case. Let's hope they think so too. I'll find out this week, I hope.


What the food-poisoned sand-dune hike felt like: